My ex husband said I’m too ill for him to stick around,
I wished to be ok so my husband would stay,
Now I’m glad he’s gone away.
Doctors say it’s all in my head and others just misunderstand,
I wipe my tear’s away and try to withstand,
paramedics look at me and say theres nothing wrong with me. When will that be?
My best friend since I was six said I’m crazy and I put on a good show, shows how much some people know,
She told me to to craw back under my hole. That really took its toll.
Am I faking, I start doubting myself, what am I doing? why does this happen?
My thoughts continue to blacken, I started to believe I was not right in the head,
I spent most of my days curled up in bed,
My family was and still is my strength,
they will go to any length,
I look at them and see love and I thank the heavens that are above,
I felt worthless but now I know I have purposes.
I have never been in a hole know matter what others say,
I will not give up, I love my life with or without FND. I am here too stay.
I see the light at the beginning of each and every day,
I won’t give up, I’ll push the negativity so far away,
I won’t believe what others say.
I’m proud to be me, I’m proud to be mummy,
I wish people would understand and not bully.
Thank you to FND ACTION,
Now I have passion,
If your like me and have FND, know that you don’t need cope or mope,
your not on a downward slope,
there’s always hope.